YEAR:2004
Yahoo messenger.
UserId:Ashwit_Mishra2004
Password:******
I was logging into my accont after a month.The last month had been really difficult.I had to take some of the biggest decisions of my life.I never knew these dicisions wud change my life completely, probably that is why i took them. I was hoping she was online. But she was not. A window sprang into life titled OFFLINE MESSEGES.All messeges wre frm her. I was not expecting ne other outcomes of my decision.There wre 3 msgs.
1.Ashwit plz dont do this
2.U r crazy.I dont understand??
3.Y on earth do u wanna get urself killed for such a silly reason!!??
But i had made my mind. I was on my way to Iraq to get Aleema. I was not thinking much abt it or atleast trying not to think abt it coz the more i wud think abt it the more my mind will be compelled to change my decision, wich i certainly did not want to.I was ready to go all the way for Aleema.But not ready to think will i be able to go all the way?
I wanted to type my explanation back to Aleema.But then retaliated on the idea.No matter how good an explanation i had, thr was no way i can convince an iraqi muslim girl that her hindu brahmin indian lover is comming to the worlds most deadliest war zone under one of the most gruesome dictator Saddam Hussain only to see her, love her and take her with him if he is still breathing in that land wre AK-47 is a household comodity sold for $25.
Thing wre even worse coz Aleema's father was a part of a silent opposition against the Dictator.That was unboubtedly the most unwelcomed career in countries like Iraq.But this IIT bombay techie nerd had made his mind baselessly to go thereand had planned every move to gain access into the country.Guess this(LOVE) is wat makes most balanced people topple,or mayb I took this step coz of my unforgetful past and the turbulent present lyf of mine.While i was closing my computer for a afternoon nap at my current New York residencial apartment my mind cud not stop but venture into forbidden corners of my memory(wich sumwhr down the line wre the reason of my current state of mind), searching for the causes and answers to make an attempt to justify my reckless and bizzare decisions.And the 1st memory it stopped at was way back into my childhood.............in bombay.
That was the place wre it all started.
to be continued in CHAPTER 1(comming soon)
